Wednesday, March 30, 2005
{ 4:30 AM }
soon..aft mani mnths, or even years of waitin', i haf mustered enouf courage tuu tell hiim. hahaas..it's so foolish n dumb. i noew..bt..i wanna noe the truth. i wanna noe it, bt scared it's nt the ans i wanted u noew?? i'm worried it might sadden mii. i shuld haf guessed it frm the tym i sent tt email. the type of repli i'ld get, n the type of reaction i'll haf. i noe..i noe i wuld neva b the one in yr life.
pls..tell mii a lie..i dunt want tuu noe the truth. sumtyms, a lil lie can save sumone frm the tears she/he shed. i wanna noe the lie-his lies. can i dunt noe the truth? no! i want tuu noe it. i wanna noe if i shuld continue tis hard task. however, i dunt tink he'ld repli. he wuldnt even read it lorx..he may nort repli bcuz he's worried tt if he tells moii the truth, he might hurt moii. hahaas..12 n i r history. history may no longerr b part of moii n i'll neva let hiistory replay itself. i lurve moiiself. heheees...gingerbread man raawks.n no matter wat, gingerbread man will alwaes stand dere strong n tall. three cheers ferr gingerbread man.*hip hip hooray**hip hip hooray**hip hip hooray*
Monday, March 28, 2005
{ 3:23 AM }
mii startin' tuu miiss 12 more n more liaoz..i'm sick..trueli sick..i wanna c hiim. pls..let moii c u..nw..haiz..tudae tt idiotic instructor email moii teacherr about tt dae's presentation. i tot we'll get scolded, but heng ah..we didnt. hehee..Huang lao shi onli told us tuu change n go ferr another practice on Fri. hahaas..luckli manx..i tell u sth..it's nort tt i superstitious, bt..b4 tt moii right eyelit twitched. moii frienz sae it's good luck. realli, todae considered quite good alreadi. moii piano lesson was good. i didnt get scolded by moii teacherr. hope it'll continue until forever..bt this will neva happen. good things will neva last forever. haahaas..lyk moii n 12. sad ending. nvm..i shill nort tink about it animore. if 12 didnt send moii the email by moii birthdae, tt's about three weeks or two weeks laterr, i promiised moiiself tuu forget hiim. realli..i alreadi promiised moiiself. no going baq on moii words.
Saturday, March 26, 2005
{ 3:17 AM }
2dae Hui Shan, Yee Hui n Qi Min came tuu moii house ferr tt e lit thingy. we waited at the bus stop ferr tt Kai Cong, in the end, we found out tt he ishh not cumin'. haiz..neva ell earlier!! we were vv angry cuz we waited ferr about an hour lorz..den we had tuu walked tuu moii house under tt hot sun. all bcuz of hiim!!!! bt okies.we enjoyed a lil bit at moii house. sae cum do proj, bt in the end, we didnt. we played the comp, monopoly...den laterr, we managed tuu tok tuu a despo. guess he's a despo bahz..den vv furni. Hui Shan ishh so furni lorx..she screamed whenever tt person repli. sae..tt person ishh so disgustin' lorz..tok tuu us lyk tokkin' tuu hiis stead lyk tt..eewww....we wanna puke. den we did sth..yuppz..sth..hahaas..later we ate our lunch..at about 4 plus, Qi Min went home, den Hui Shan, Yee Hui n I read a vv nice touching stori about a guy n a gal. so sad u noe?? the ending ishh bad..i cried lyk waterr hose lyk tt..den Hui Shan n Yee Hui looked at moii n laughed. "wat's soo furni okies??" hahaas..it was so touching wat..cant control. we tokk about 45 mins..bcuz of moii. i read vv slow wat.. hahas..den aft tt Hui Shan n Yee Hui hav tuu go liaoz..cuz it alreadi about 5.45pm alreadi..i tell u ..i had a nice tym wif dem lorz..nice frienw dey r=)))))
I've been waiting ferr Joy's email, bt..he havent repli moii yet. i vv sad n disppointed wif hiim lorx..wonderr if i shuld give up nort? cuz maeb roger rabbit does not hav gingerbread man in his heart. hahas..mii crap again. i hope he repli moii asap. i waited ferr about a mnth, bt still..i tried tuu fiind reasons ferr moiiself nort tuu blame hiim or even try ferget or get angry or upset. bt..it's all lies. i cannot lie tuu moiiself. haiz...我愛你將成為永遠的秘密.
{ 3:12 AM }
woke up at about 5.30am so tt i can go tuu the stadium on tym n do moii ccl duty. yuppz..it was so earli lorx..den dark dark wan..hahaas..laterr we got split in2 our diff. duties..mii underr helpin' the sec 2s cheer. laterr i xchanged duty wif a lot of ppl den in the end managed tuu take care of moii own class liaos..so happi=))) den the tym spent in the stadium was so fun lorz...cheer n cheer. our skul won!! we did a lot betta den last year lorz..we r the overall winner. guess we won dunman high by one medals bahz..i enjoyed the cheerin' although we didnt win it lorx..hahaas..first tym mii so enthu one lorx..hahaas. too bad..i wanna go nxt year oso cannot. this ish the last tym we'll b holding the 4 skuls sport meet in the stadium liaoz..nxt year the stadium ishh gonna b pulled dwn.. den cant go ferr the sport meets liaos..i'll miss it kkz?? luckily this year the sun nort tt "big". not a lot of ppl got sun burnt=PpP
{ 3:08 AM }
bad luck manx...went ferr tt presentation todae..den while presentin', our grp laughed. so idiotic manx...mii oso laugh, den got scolded. obviousli got scolding rites? at first we didnt laugh wan..den when we saw tt teacherr cum in, den we started laughing lorz..y muz he cum lorx..if he didnt cum, den this wuldnt happen liaoz..so stupid..den we vv embarrass in front of other skuls lyk the chinese high, n dunman high lorz..b4 we present so lil ppl was dere, den when we were about tuu present tt tym, den several skuls came in!! so idiotic!! wiish on the real dae i wuldnt laugh.
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
{ 6:04 AM }
life ishh shoo boring. haiz..i noe i'm bein' ungrateful,bt tt's the wae it is wat...i noe mani ppl who hav sickness n ishh on the verge of death,bt who wanted tuu stay on in this world,bt, i find the daes all the same. haiz..i'm juz sick of the life here in this small small or rather big big wurld. mii sux. i feel tt i realli sux. big tym suxerr. tt's juz mii. no one else bt mii.
this morning went ferr geog remedial. hahaas..i'm not realli listenin' in class lorx..juz spending myy tym sittin' overr dere. okies..after geog, qii miin, yee huiix, n mii went tuu TM. yuppz..went dere tuu catch a movie called, a series of unfortuanate events. the movie ishh chao nice lorz..onli hav one word tuu describe it-wonderrful. hahaas..nvm. laterr, we went tuu take neoprints. shoo mani ppl overr dere lorz..n den the place shoo small n squeezy. bt we managed tuu take larz..we vv out-dated lorz..can sae tt cuz we havent realli taken it b4, den dunt noe how tuu deco it, den at last cum out vv horrible lookin'. n i tell u mii face ishh chao awful lorz..hate myyself. okies..den it's about 5.30 liaos..qii miin nid tuu go home, den mii n yee huiix stay n wait ferr mii mum tuu eat dinner. we ate dinner liaoz, den went tuu take neos again. hahaas..we vv lame, bt this tym the place dunt hav shoo mani ppl liaos, den can take larz..n den hor..we use diff. machine. it's betta, the effect cum out betta. later we go n take card wan..so horrible lookin'. mii take the black n white n yee huiix took the 12 n 21 rawkks card. i tell euu, i realli hate 12 u noe?? i hate J O Y. he suxs too. okies..we sux 2getherrr x))
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
{ 7:00 AM }
2dae actaulli ishh vv hopeful wan, but..at about 8, i found out sth bad. he didnt cum online. mii beli beli sad bcuz of this u noe? i'll make up moii mind tuu ferrget. okies..we r nort meant tuu b. i'm nort the missing rib of his. n we can carry on lyk this.tym ishh a doctor. it can heal moii wounds. i'm neva gonna sob or feel depressed again.
friews 4eva joy.
i can onli give euu moii vv blessings at the corner of the road 2 happiness, secreteli looking at euu.
Friday, March 11, 2005
{ 4:00 AM }
i am called:- gingerbread man
- 12
12 cums in a pair. when dey meet each other, dey join n bcum one soul n bodi. haiz..wonderr when will dey meet?!
yesterdae watched tong2 hua4 the mv. shoooo sad u noe?! tt gal died at last lorx...sooo sad..guess anibodi who sees it will cry lorx...=((((bad mood.
